對不起, 我真的很傻...

心像穿了一個洞...

很痛很痛...

很久沒有認認真真的去寫 Xanga 了, 不過今天突然有感, 所以一定要寫下來..

原來.要贏人, 真的先要贏自己

今天打中大手球公開賽 4強, 起初我們對 SPE 輸了 (我知道我越打越急, 只顧向前衝, 人家讀 PE,又有港隊 well....), 然後打季軍賽時對 (化身為手球隊的) 中大女足, 其實我們已經進步了不少, 尤其是防守方面, 不過「魔高一尺,道高一丈」,  我們開始嘗試左右跑, 也放慢來打, 但還是輸體能。

不過, 因上個 sem 有緣一起上手球而相識的我們, 可以一起度過這些好時光, 作為隊長的我總算無悔 曾有一隊如此好的 team mates...

不過比賽, 當然不是贏就是輸啦, 而這些得失那能計得清?
所以可以贏自己, 見到自己進步, 我已經很滿足了~ 又出了一身汗, 好舒服呢~

下一年....真的要再接再厲嗎? ^.^

and more...are we really going to do that? Banky!!? Is going to be EXTRAORDINARY!!! man~ lol

行到水窮處, 坐看雲起時..maybe coz I have stopped learning Chinese since F3, reli like my UGA Chinese lesson now...hope can learn more about the Chi Philosophy...crazy..

back to the song "Hero"  by Enrique Iglesias  .got addidicted again...feel a bit different from before...and remind me the disappointing feeling I got fr you, it is never easy to let go and hold on to my heart at the same time...I don't like this feeling in myself...

Sem 2 packed timetable ...hope to finish ALL my UGA/UGD in yr1...++ oil la!

Physio exam..next Wed, hope won't do as bad as last time..20 MCs only, I should KO it lalala~

I reli wonder if my SU jong mates (guys) have treated me as a proper guy as well or if they are just too bored and get out of topics. They have become more and more keen on bring me (and some other particular ppl...-.-" ) into the centre of attention to joke about. Okay, I don't reli mind as I know they are never serious and is just a way to show that they view me as part of them. I don't mind a bit of laughter but everytime I do hope that they can keep it into the minimum if possible....>.<

ah! got an e-mail fr my cousin, was a bit shocked when i received it, pretty long man...need sometime to think about how to reply..

One last thing, I hv finally bought my ticket back to the UK. Should be around 15-25 June, anyone still around to "jiu fu" me by that time? lol